I spend a lot of time alone Sometimes it is by design others it is by circumstance. My mind is constantly turning, changing the channel wandering aimlessly around the dial.

I am continuously searching for that one moment where everything is clear. I am always searching for the next great connection that next moment in life that I know in this

I spend a lot of time alone Sometimes it is by design others it is by circumstance. My mind is constantly turning, changing the channel wandering aimlessly around the dial.

I am continuously searching for that one moment where everything is clear. I am always searching for the next great connection that next moment in life that I know in this moment. This is exactly where I should be.

There are subtle flashes of clarity. Like that perfect sitcom when I am able to turn up the audio. Given to the laughter, and accept the often ridiculous storyline that is before me.

Then there are the other times. I feel completely disconnected fuzzy, and distorted, much like the TV screen that has lost its connection. Lost its signal.